# shesnakes, life is a snake. they are the same. if the snake realizes you are not a snake, it will bite you. and if live knows you have no sting, it will devour you. — shesnakes is a private + dependent muse blog affiliated with asobai, and features an examination of the lost histories of girlhood, BEAUTY RAISED AND POINTED LIKE A WEAPON, & the sacrificial maiden who climbs back up the beast’s throat.
The King (2019), dir. David Michôd
Rosalind Russell
N : I hope you see that our relationship goes no further than this, and that… you won’t expect to continue. In that case I can guarantee your success upon the stage.
M : This is how it will be…
“All my life… I have been told ‘go’ and ‘come.’ I am told how I will live, and I am told how I must die. I must be a man’s servant and a mare for his pleasure, or I must hide myself behind walls and surrender my flesh to a cold, silent god. I would walk into the jaws of hell itself, if it were a path of my own choosing. I would rather die tomorrow in the forest than live a hundred years of the life appointed me.”
— The Bear and the Nightingale by Katherine Arden.
Natalia Vodianova for Guerlain’s Shalimar parfum
Shalimar was created by Jacques Guerlain in 1925, as a tribute to the legendary love story between Empereror Shahjahan and his wife Mumtaz Mahal.
smile falters at recognition of failure. there was self-hatred blossoming within the river lord because if he could not get rosemund out of their father's last action, what fool was he then? what kind of ruling lord, leader of vassals and head of a family would he if he could not break her free from the chain forged by a dying man and dragon? a hand falls upon sisters shoulder, and the hurt he tries to hide so heavily from her escapes, if only for a moment. he would do his utmost to get her out, to set her free from the chains so she once more could be a forest nymph.
"i would like nothing more than to go back home," a gentle push is given to slender sister to move as this conversation should be kept between them. the river within his sister was strong, the waterfall unrelenting and her words could perhaps become her grave one day. "we keep to ourselves and I-" he wanted to tell her he could break her free, but as of right now he held nothing in his hands which the dragons wanted more than her. "this is not a conversation amongst people, let us venture back."
though she has always spit the bridle, rosemund allows this lead eris takes ⸺ the gentle suggestion of his hand guiding them away from the harbour and through the thick of the marketplace. they pass in silence for some time, her gaze landing on what is presented before her: foreign wares and faces, children gathered joyously around the makeshift stage of a puppeteer, the piles of horseshit from the animals towing the merchant carts. each their own proof of life, but ros cannot see them as anything but vestiges of their ruling dynasty: dragon scales littered where there should be none. their silence holds until they reach privacy, seated and sequestered once more in empty walls.
“father’s foolish gamble is not your fault, eris. do not feel i lay this blame on you. but what is your plan if the lord hand decrees a wedding to be tacked onto this list of events so recently expanded ⸻funeral, coronation? what reason have they to stay the proceedings if an allegiance with the riverlands benefits prince aeryn’s claim to the throne? very shortly we may be out of time. and i promise you should it come to that point ⸻" here she holds his gaze, strong as the wood their family banner rests up. ”i will find my own way out.“
James Sant’s Courage, Anxiety and Despair: Watching the Battle (1850)
@shesnakes ╱ 𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲
"though i suppose you must find me exaggerating my own size," and my import, "to find the capitol of the realm too small." a concession, than, this next question. a thing much like the feel of his hand patting atop her own: but a small kindness.
"is it different from the skies, my lord?"
gratitude tints his concern, equal in parts for her honesty and the trust that allowed it. ❝ i would never ask you to conceal the truth of your feelings, ❞ aeryn murmurs. a pretty platitude masquerading as a promise, though there were times it never even occurred to him to lie⸻clumsy missteps, childhood reprimands to say nothing if he could only manage what they called meanness. even today he cannot quite make the distinction between fact and supposed cruelty, and so he has always been tempted to silence. ❝ there are places in the red keep that might give you the solitude you seek, but i suppose open air too is a fairly high priority ... ❞
even the mere mention of starfyre is enough to bring a giddy, boyish grin to his lips. true interest sparks a glimmer in his eye, rumbles in his chest like his lady's fire and spews forth from his throat just as uncontrollably. ❝ there is nothing quite like riding on dragonback, lady rosemund. i've heard some try to compare it to being on the high seas, but there's a weightlessness to it that just cannot be replicated. although, i suppose my technique⸻more of a crouch, not astride like one would ride a horse⸻lends itself to the sensation. there is nothing holding me to the dragon save her reins and some straps clipped to my boots, you see. others will bridle their dragons if they can, slip a saddle over their spines to the poor animal's discomfort, but this is the best position for both her and me, my qēloszys. ❞
oh, he's spoken too much. stupid, foolish boy. no one wants to hear this. no one wants to hear you. eye averted, the prince finds a new audience in his shoes. ❝ forgive the tangent. sometimes i forget to let myself breathe. ❞
rosemund slows in foot as the prince paces faster by way of tongue, chin canted slightly to the side, the coordination of one thing trying to match another. she has never heard him speak this passionately ⸺ she has never heard the prince speak this much. yet he culls his own thought, a pause of silence the executioner, wielding his own apology as blade, and ros finds the urge to lift that knife from his neck. stilled entirely now, her gaze a rises from aeryn’s pale neck to the leather covering one eye. “in my experience, breath has very little to do with passion, my lord. in fact, it quite often robs us of it entirely.”
“you called your dragon something.” she looks for the echo in her mouth, pausing only long enough to find the right sounds of repetition. “qēloszys.” a fair enough iteration from a tongue more used to freshwater than brimstone. “i’m afraid i understand little of old valyrian; there is much use for it in the fields of riverrun. what does it mean?”
“She is so beautiful she is unnatural; her beauty is an abnormality, a deformity, for none of her features exhibit any of those touching imperfections that reconcile us to the imperfections of the human condition.”
— The Lady of the House of Love, Angela Carter