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terminally ill & funnier than you

@mamoru / mamoru.tumblr.com

rune•they/them•dying (literally)•read about my story here DO NOT REPOST/MODIFY/SELL ANY OF MY POSTS OR WORKS! i am dying please do not steal from me. in fact i would much prefer you pay me. ko-fi.com/rune love me some: •Good times •Animes •Video games •Memes Check out my tribute album, Songs for Rune, made by folks who made Homestuck! Name your price (free) Do your best today!
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I got a car! thank you so much everyone! the car has already allowed me to get better medical care! and I found out something amazing: just being somewhere else makes me so much healthier than I thought possible!

I will be going back and forth between epic and safe locations and the place that makes me sicker™ until I can figure out how to get medical treatments covered elsewhere. this might take a while. I am going to do my best to get stronger, because I have decided I want to die of old age! thank you for being a part of my life!

if you want to help support my never-ending quest in financial independence from an abusive situation that is seriously jeopardizing my health, you can still toss some spare coins to my ko-fi!

all of my checkmarks were gifts. I am very ill. they are like flowers to me.

why did you change your pinned post?

there are a lot of people asking me for advice for their medical emergencies. I appreciate that you think so highly of me and I am not mad at anyone for being scared. but I am not a doctor, I am not an EMT, I am not a medical helpline, I am not trained to handle this much grief, I am a terminally ill person who tells jokes online.

hey I have a new and sudden heart thing/chest pain/fluttery feeling/heart weirdness going on. what should I do?

heart disease is the most common cause of death in the world. the only way to know if your life is in immediate danger is by being checked out using specialized hospital equipment. minutes can be the difference between life or death. go to the emergency room.

should I ask for your opinion on whether or not I should go to the emergency room?

no. just go to the emergency room. you will get a free bracelet

I have an urgent medical question! should I ask you about it?

no. I am not a doctor. see if there are any nurse hotlines or insurance advice hotlines near you that may be able to give you advice.

you are cool and funny and I am financially stable and will not hurt from sending you some cash, where can I send some hot dollars?

fuck yeah I love money as high fived to me by people who will not hurt as a result. here is my ko-fi

I also have a health amazon wishlist and a non-health amazon wishlist! these go to me and are addressed to john as in, john doe.

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a purple for the ages, this is pilot iroshizuku murasaki shikubu fountain pen ink!

this is an ultra smooth, somewhat wet ink from the pilot iroshizuku line, and is one of my favorite inks. it has an above average water resistance compared to most other inks, iroshizuku inks included! not anywhere near as good as fuyu syogun, but still better than say a diamine purple ink.

when it was wet, wow. there was so much blue.

and when it dried, it dried with a bright gold sheen! I have never seen a gold sheen with murasaki shikibu when I use it! I have been getting really interesting results from splattering ink like this! which is a relief because I missed the paper and got this ink all over my desk

up close, we can see more of the really nice gold sheen. purple with gold sheen looks so good to me. that kind of lumpy surface is caused by the same thing that caused the sheen, dye crystals drying on top of the paper! notice how it compares to the texture of the paper.

plus there is pink dye leeching out of the border.

which makes sense considering some parts of the ink look fairly pink!

with the light pointed away, you can hardly see the sheen, and the ink is much more clearly purple. it looks like an ink with a lot of shading, right?

here is pilot iroshizuku murasaki shikibu as a swatch!

and no sheen either. this can be a pretty straightforward, consistent color when written with. it does have some shading, and in really ultra wet pens on really good paper it might sheen a tiiiiny bit, but nowhere near as much as the ink splatter!

murasaki shikibu is one of my favorite inks. so for one of my favorite inks, I saved the best pictures for last: ultra close-ups of the sheen! enjoy!

and that is the picture limit for mobile, so that is all you get of pilot iroshizuku murasaki shikibu! I really did not expect this much sheen. but what a nice surprise, right?

pilot iroshizuku murasaki shikibu is an amazing ink if you want a wet, well-rounded purple!

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aaaaand I secretly planned to post whichever had the most votes at 5 minutes, and murasaki shikibu takes it!

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spilled ink is trending!

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Anonymous asked:

My laptop is intel 13th and was a Christmas gift, what do I do there?

  1. switch to a lower power profile for the CPU, which might help extend its life. keep your computer and components updated and keep an eye out for BIOS updates.
  2. back up your data frequently.
  3. keep an eye out for weird bugs, even if they seem unrelated, especially when trying to open a video game. note these down somewhere, ideally other than on your laptop, or somewhere you back up constantly. take special note of error codes and what you did to get those errors, and if errors begin occurring more frequently.
  4. stay tuned for the results of the gamers nexus investigation! regardless of what intel claims, and how much they try to resist actually fixing their fuckup, once the truth gets out, it will put a lot more pressure on them to act. gamers nexus is typically ruthless in their investigations and has helped countless people get un-fucked over by so many different companies.
  5. remember that you are not alone! this is not something only affecting small level consumers. this is affecting massive businesses, and they are NOT happy about it. there will absolutely be more updates and we will know so much more in the coming days and weeks.

if you are not experiencing instability right now, it is not guaranteed that you will any time soon. if you are experiencing issues with your laptop that you think might be related to your CPU, gamers nexus might even buy your laptop off of you.

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a friend of mine pointed out that you should switch to a lower power profile before doing backups to avoid unnecessary strain on the CPU, so I have changed the order of these to reflect that.

before, these were not necessarily an in-order list, but now they definitely are.

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Anonymous asked:

My laptop is intel 13th and was a Christmas gift, what do I do there?

  1. switch to a lower power profile for the CPU, which might help extend its life. keep your computer and components updated and keep an eye out for BIOS updates.
  2. back up your data frequently.
  3. keep an eye out for weird bugs, even if they seem unrelated, especially when trying to open a video game. note these down somewhere, ideally other than on your laptop, or somewhere you back up constantly. take special note of error codes and what you did to get those errors, and if errors begin occurring more frequently.
  4. stay tuned for the results of the gamers nexus investigation! regardless of what intel claims, and how much they try to resist actually fixing their fuckup, once the truth gets out, it will put a lot more pressure on them to act. gamers nexus is typically ruthless in their investigations and has helped countless people get un-fucked over by so many different companies.
  5. remember that you are not alone! this is not something only affecting small level consumers. this is affecting massive businesses, and they are NOT happy about it. there will absolutely be more updates and we will know so much more in the coming days and weeks.

if you are not experiencing instability right now, it is not guaranteed that you will any time soon. if you are experiencing issues with your laptop that you think might be related to your CPU, gamers nexus might even buy your laptop off of you.

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those are your only choices, because this is the next splatfest theme!

team rice. by the way. in case you were wondering

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wait can you reply to replies now? can you reply in this post to replies? can I test this. will you help me

still not seeing it yet on the latest app update! hmm might not have rolled out to me yet?

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I have been reaching out to some folks in the notes of the intel post every now and then trying to help but some of the notes have been like, "so relieved no laptops can be affected. if I found out laptops were affected I would have had a panic attack/hurt myself/etc"

and I have no idea what to do

:(

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the crowdstrike catastrophe is getting resolved but the intel 13th and 14th gen CPU nightmare is just beginning. damn

basically: a significant number of the past few years of intel CPUs are almost guaranteed to die due to a manufacturing error. it is just a matter of time. and then they will break.

how many are affected, you might ask? intel says shut up. how can you tell if your CPU is going to die? go mind your own business. is there a recall? absolutely not. what can you do about it when your shit breaks? go fuck yourself is what

the person in the videos above is steve burke from gamers nexus. steve is an incredibly respected name in the tech industry. steve does in-depth investigations into tech companies, and tries to help fix things up at a corporate level on behalf of customers who get fucked over. his investigations are amazing, and he is dedicated to improving the industry for everyone. seriously check out his past investigations sometime, he does not put up with bullshit.

the first video is talking with wendell from level 1 techs, who has been one of the first and main people to investigate these issues, and has been collaborating with gamers nexus to get to the bottom with this. the second video is further investigation and speculation because intel was refusing to admit to the problems while gamers nexus "cannot recommend intel CPUs right now", the third video was when intel finally admitted to some of the problems and what steve recommends affected people do, and the fourth video is largely about how badly intel is lying and trying to hide as much as they can for as long as they can.

as steve mentions in the 4th video at almost exactly 40 minutes in, he believes laptop chips are affected to some degree by the same issues as desktop chips, due to knowledge about how they are manufactured and reports of them failing in similar ways. gamers nexus is currently purchasing laptops thought to have an oxidizing CPU so they can investigate further. they are also interested in lower end vs higher end laptops, and how the potential problems might vary between them. ie: higher powered laptops might have a higher failure rate.

if you want to learn more about this situation, especially about laptops being affected and intel potentially lying about them not being affected, gamers nexus will have more information in the coming days. they are stopping all other activities to investigate.

I think a lot of people in the notes of this post are insisting that only desktop chips are affected because intel says so officially, but the entire fourth video is an extremely detailed overview of why you should take everything intel says right now with a grain of salt, because they have been trying to bulldozer every other part of this under the rug for as long as humanly possible. it really is very bad and intel has been extremely scummy about it, and the video even proves they have been rejecting RMAs for these problems despite knowing about it.

I have seen steve's work, I respect his expertise, and I find it responsible to defer to what he says. if someone has a better source than steve right now saying laptops are definitely not affected (other than intel), by all means throw it my way.

next up:

if you bought or built your computer before 2022, or you have a mac, your CPU is not affected by these specific problems.

this only affects intel CPUs manufactured between 2022 and 2024. check your CPU model on windows. check your CPU model on linux. the manufacturing problems causing the oxidation issue have allegedly been fixed, but intel has yet to provide a date range for which CPUs were manufactured after the fix.

for intel, you typically wind up with one of four prefixes for a CPU model: i3, i5, i7, and i9. take off the last three digits of the model number that comes after the prefix, and the first one or two digits indicate the generation number.

so if the CPU says i9-9900, that makes it a 9th generation CPU. if it says i7-13700, that makes it a 13th generation CPU. if you are unsure, check out this list of intel CPUs and their generations.

there are two factors to the current problems: bad code and bad manufacturing. the bad manufacturing makes the chips get damaged at voltages and temperatures that they should not be damaged at. the bad code in the chips makes them run at voltages and temperatures higher than they can handle, but makes the chips look stronger on paper compared to the competition. the bad code makes the chips unstable, and causes issues with computers. some of the instability in these chips is from the bad code.

but bad code also makes the bad manufacturing physically destroy the chip faster. the main bad code fix comes out in a few weeks, but there are some updates available now that you might be able to apply depending on your hardware. make sure all your components are as up to date as they can be. as for whether or not these chips can get destroyed without ever being in contact with the bad code, that is part of the investigation. but the stronger the chip, and the faster it runs, the more likely it may be to get damaged.

and once these chips get damaged, they are not fixable by code, because they become physically damaged by oxidation. once that CPU damage worsens to a certain point, the only way to make the computer work properly again is to physically swap out the CPU. while PCs are one story, not every laptop can have the CPU taken out easily by an average person without specialized equipment. so if this does affect laptops, I think we could all safely say, holy fucking shit.

so, what can you do?

officially, intel has extended the warranties on boxed CPUs, and is encouraging customers to send in potentially oxidized CPUs for repair. if you get denied, intel says you should keep trying to get it sent in. there are reports of them still rejecting broken devices for RMA, but it is still worth a shot. intel says (partial quote, check the "bloodbath" video to see all of the rest of what they have said as this situation has developed):

We stand behind our products, and in the coming days we will be sharing more details on two-year extended warranty support for our boxed Intel Core 13th and 14th Gen desktop processors.
In the meantime, if you are currently or previously experienced instability symptoms on your Intel Core 13th/14th Gen desktop system:
For users who purchased systems from OEM/System Integrators – please reach out to your system manufacturer’s support team for further assistance.
For users who purchased a boxed CPU – please reach out to Intel Customer Support for further assistance.

basically try to return it to the store or try to return it to intel.

here is what steve recommends. 3rd video at 19:50.

steve is concerned with people feeling a constant wave of anxiety about this, so he also said in this video if you have not noticed any instability yet, either apply any available updates, keep an eye out for the 'fix' in a few weeks and move on, or try to return it. the updates will help with some instability from bad code, but not if it has been affected by oxidation. if your device is new, steve says to consider returning it, but whatever you do, he says to make your decision and move on. try not to be overwhelmed by this, because you are absolutely not alone and this is just beginning.

he also recommends not buying devices with 13th and 14th generation intel CPUs right now.

if you experience trouble with intel related to this situation, especially in getting RMA for an oxidized CPU, gamers nexus wants to know about it. email: tips (@) gamersnexus dot net.

steve's audience is mostly people who build their own PCs. so here is rune advice

if you have a 13th or 14th gen intel CPU:

at the very least, BACK YOUR DATA UP. especially before updating.

storage is pretty fucking cheap these days. do not risk data loss. have a plan for what happens if your computer breaks suddenly, know where your most important data is, and stay tuned for the results of the gamers nexus investigation. they do fantastic work. hell, if you have a 13th or 14th gen mobile CPU in your laptop and your laptop is acting wonky, maybe they are still buying machines.

right now is a waiting game to find out more. if you are feeling frustrated, you are far from the only one. but knowing about these issues puts you ahead of the game, because intel has not even been straightforward about alerting potentially affected customers. this entire unstable CPU fuckery has damaged businesses, this has fucked over consumers, there will almost DEFINITELY be lawsuits about it, and this is not the last you will hear about this situation.

if you have a 13th or 14th generation intel CPU desktop or laptop, and are now aware of this issue, you now have a much better chance of being able to follow through with whatever happens next. I will be updating folks with the results of the investigation when they come out.

to support gamers nexus in their investigations and trying to protect consumers, consider checking out their store. they sell some great stuff!

if you missed it, I made a pretty big update to this post further summarizing the contents of the videos, which will hopefully answer a lot of questions and correct some bad information going around in the notes. namely: how many people are insisting that laptops are not affected by these issues when gamers nexus is saying the opposite, including some people outright saying gamers nexus does NOT believe laptops are affected.

gamers nexus DOES believe laptops are impacted by the oxidation issue (where the CPU physically breaks over time), at least some of the time, and to some extent. gamers nexus believes intel is lying about laptops not being affected, and their investigation will reveal more with time. gamers nexus is inspecting laptops by hand as I type this. the fourth video is a very detailed overview of how much other shit intel has lied about and been scummy about regarding these issues.

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you need a cable. you need a USB cable. you got a USB 3.0 in a completely different shape from the cable you need. you got the wrong cable. you need a cable. you get a USB-C cable, but only a charging cable and not a data cable. bad performance and shit speeds. you need a cable. you get a data focused USB-C cable. you went with USB 3.1 first generation instead of USB 3.2 2x2, you fucked it up again. you need a cable. you get a USB 3.2 2x2 instead of USB 4. what is not clicking for you? why are you struggling so hard? you need a cable. you get a USB 4, instead of the USB 4 gen 2. you got the wrong cable again.

jackass.

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wait can you reply to replies now? can you reply in this post to replies? can I test this. will you help me

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good morning! I finally got some sleep. I could really use going every night with that much sleep.

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